Reel Reflections: Sisu

Overview: During the last days of World War II, a solitary prospector crosses paths with Nazis on a scorched-Earth retreat in northern Finland. When the soldiers decide to steal his gold, they quickly discover they just tangled with no ordinary miner.

Oh. My. Goodness.

I’m not even sure where to start with this one. I was on the fence about seeing it, but I’m sure glad I did. “Sisu” had elements of several movies, such as:

  • Saving Private Ryan
  • No Country for Old Men
  • Jaws
  • Sleepy Hollow
  • The Revenant
  • Mission: Impossible
  • The Jason Bourne movies

It also had a Quentin Tarantino-ish flare, with the film being divided up by chapters, with each label becoming increasingly distressed and beat up as the film progressed.

The main character, Aatami, played by Jorma Tommila, has the fighting skills of John Wicke and Ethan Hunt, the cunning and creativity of Jason Bourne and the resiliency of the T-1000 and T-800 from “Terminator 2: Judgment Day.” Apart from a few groans and a scream, he slices through the Nazis like a ghost, or Javier Bardem’s character from “No Country for Old Men.”

Sounds fantastic, doesn’t it?

One aspect of “Sisu” I loved was the grittiness of the film. At times, the film had a washed out and colorless look to it, reminding me of “Sleepy Hollow” and “Saving Private Ryan.” I enjoyed seeing the characters be dirty. Grimy. Crunchy/crusty hair. I love the authenticity.

Honestly, one of the best things to me was the sound of the movie. The crunch of broken glass, the wind blowing through someone’s hair, a length of old rope twisting in the wind, gasoline leaking onto the road. The sound was very vivid and put you right in the action.

One of the downsides of this film is the violence. Wow. Knives piercing skulls, body parts flying through the air thanks to landmines, etc. It’s brutal. May be a turn off for some people.

Don’t let the fact that this film contains names you probably won’t recognize stop you from seeing it. The twists, tensions and action will keep you hooked from the first frame.

Overall score: 8/10

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Reel Reflections: “Operation Fortune: Ruse De Guerre”

Plot: Elite spy Orson Fortune must track down and stop the sale of a deadly new weapons technology wielded by billionaire arms broker Greg Simmonds. Reluctantly teamed up with some of the world’s best operatives, Fortune and his crew recruit Hollywood’s biggest movie star, Danny Francesco, to help them on their globe-trotting mission to save the world.

I was excited to see this one. The trailers made it look like something not quite “epic,” but close to it. I like Aubrey Plaza and glad to see her moving into film. I like that Josh Hartnett is back on the big screen. I’ve liked Guy Ritchie’s movies as of late, and am excited to see his new movie “The Covenant” in April.

Thing is: that excitement quickly faded after about 20 minutes.

It was great that the film kicked off with a bang and got right to the action. However, the film felt like it was taking pieces of franchises such as “John Wick,” “Mission: Impossible” and “Jason Bourne” and trying to paint its own masterpiece, but fell flat. Like it never had enough inspiration or identity.

The majority of the film saw the characters flying around the world, digging deeper and deeper into this mystery purchaser and this piece of A.I. technology, complete with a few witty one-liners and some bone breaking from Jason Statham, but never gave us a reason as to why we should care that this piece of technology has gone missing. It wasn’t revealed until close to the end what this technology did and why it was so important to get it back. That’s way too late to establish the stakes and try to get the audience to care.

Here’s the biggest problem I saw with “Operation Fortune”: It relied too much on Jason Statham’s fists and ability to cut through bad guys to prop up the film. Sure, martial arts are great, and I enjoy them as much as the next guy, but this is an ensemble film that requires everyone to prop up the movie, not just one person.

Another problem, albeit a smaller problem, is that we’ve seen this movie before. Give us some twists, like 2021’s “Red Notice,” or “Knives Out.”

Was it a bad movie? No, but painfully average. That said, the film was stumbling through a plot and action as if it were sleep walking, looking for its identity. It finally woke up at the end, but by then, it was too late.

Final grade: 6.5/10

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Reel Reflections: “Knock at the Cabin”

So, I’ve (mostly) been a fan of M. Night Shyamalan’s films, particularly “The Sixth Sense.” That one still sends shivers down my spine. So well done. That said, I saw his new film, “Knock at the Cabin” tonight.

Based on Paul Tremblay’s 2018 novel “The Cabin at the End of the World,” “Knock at the Cabin” is about a family in an Airbnb-esque cabin in the middle of the woods who are confronted by four strangers wielding homemade weapons. These strangers force their way in and claim that the family must sacrifice one of their own to prevent the Apocalypse. In the interest of avoiding spoilers, that’s all I’ll say about the premise.

Here’s what I liked and didn’t like:

What I liked:

  • It was good to see Dave Bautista take on a more serious role. His role in this film was soft spoken, and gentle, a nice contrast to his formidable size and tattoos.
  • The opening scenes were beautifully shot. A few of the characters took up the whole frame, making it look as if they were talking right at you.
  • To piggyback off the previous point, there were a few shots low-angle shots of Bautista making him look huge and a few shots from his point of view looking down at a character. This was a similar technique used in the “Harry Potter” films to capture Hagrid’s hulking size.
  • I enjoyed seeing Rupert Grint (yes, THAT Rupert Grint, who played Ron Weasley in the “Harry Potter” series) in a serious role, too. Although his role was on the shorter side, it was great seeing him in role like this.
  • The tension was palpable throughout the film. The sound of a knife cutting rope, a child screaming, a chair slamming into the floor. All at once. Terrific.
  • The pacing is great. Right from the opening, the story hits the ground running and there aren’t too many slow parts in the film.
  • It was refreshing to see someone in a horror-ish film FINALLY have a gun. How many films have you seen where a gun would level the playing field, but no one seems to have one?

What I Didn’t Like

  • Even though based on a book, it would have been nice if the setting was changed to a location other than a cabin. Felt a bit… cookie cutter.
  • Wasn’t a fan of the lack of a twist. I know, it’s based on a book, but why not take some freedom with it and throw in a few twists instead of an ending you’ll see coming?

Verdict: It wasn’t the worst movie, but it was average. While I did enjoy the pacing, tension, and camera work, I’d give it 7.5. Worth your time, but I probably wouldn’t see it again.

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Reel Reflection: 1996’s “Twister”

You ever have one of those times when you just HAVE to get something off your chest ‘cause it’s been brewing for awhile?

Yeah. This is THAT post. I haven’t posted on this thing in about 8 years, but there’s no time like the present, right?

Right.

I love movies. I love watching movies. I love talking movies. I love learning how movies are made. I also like seeing how movies borrow from one another in terms of technique and so forth. Very fascinating stuff. It’s also fascinating how God can be seen in movies, even if not intentional.

Let’s talk about “Twister.”

I know. Not exactly a new release, but still a movie I enjoy. Starring Helen Hunt and the late Bill Paxton, “Twister,” directed by Jan de Bont (1994’s “Speed”), is a movie that’s kinda cringey in some parts, but a gem nonetheless.

I think “Twister” can be viewed as an allegory for our lives, especially the ending. Our main characters, trapped in a sort of barn with pipes that go down 30 feet into the ground, have a ferocious F5 tornado barreling towards them.

Here’s the clip I’m referring to. Jump to the 1 minute mark.

See how our characters live happily ever after?

Why?

Because they were ANCHORED to these pipes. Sure, it was a terrifying experience and not one I think most people would enjoy, but they lived to tell the tale.

Same goes with us.

Jesus tells us in John 16:33 that we will have trouble.

Not “possibly,” or “maybe,” but “will.”

Life will throw tornadoes at us: job loss, loved ones dying, sickness, etc.

It’s what/who we’re anchored to that determines how we respond when life’s storms come our way, which they will.

Will you be anchored to the One who holds all things together (Colossians 1:17) and whose arm is never too short to save (Isaiah 59:1)?

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Life Cycle

This was motivated by the thought/fear of the Lord taking my parents to be with him before I’m ‘ready’, which is foolish because I don’t think anyone can be fully ready for something like that, and I know I’d have to lean on God when that time comes. I’ve often thought: How would my life change? I would greatly miss hearing their voices, just talking about our days, getting into discussions about the Bible or just life in general. Who would take their place when I needed worldly advice? Were they proud of me? How do I go on?

 

*Note: This was the hardest thing to write because I kept tearing up just putting these words down.

I know that day’s coming

Nothing I can do to stop it

Like a train or the rain

Inevitable change is on the way

There won’t be a sound

Except for them being lowered into the ground

Tears freely flowing down my face

Uncontrollable

Uneven breathing

Pain and loss leave me reeling

Will I have someone to embrace

When I have to face

That cold, dark day?

Someone to catch the pain that flows from my eyes

Someone by my side

To make it through those nights?

This isn’t the first time I’ve thought about this

Think it started when I was six

Crying myself to sleep

“Who would take care of me?”

Try to figure out how to keep them forever

Now I’m all grown up

I’m twenty-seven

Put myself in their shoes

Try to see it from their point of view

What was it like when I came into the world

On that 18th of December?

Nights of no sleep

Constant feedings, cryings

Watching their baby boy grow in front of their eyes

Learning to do things on my own, little by little

At that age where I couldn’t sit still

Tie my shoes, brush my own teeth

Hide my vitamins under the bathroom sink

Had to force me to eat a vegetable

Sitting all night at the table

“If you wanna be tall, you’ll finish it all”

A broken bone

Golf ball through the dining room window

Skinned knees, losing teeth

A dollar per tooth?

That Tooth Fairy wasn’t cheap

Fast forward a bit

My name is called

Walk across that stage

To everyone else just another name on that page

But to you

The only name that mattered

Did you swell with pride

When it came to an end, that college ride?

You’ve seen me stumble and fall

After I made some bad calls

Your love never faltering

Always there to help

Father you can’t take ‘em yet

Not yet

Please not yet

I’ve got so much I want you to see

So much I wanna be

Be there at my wedding

Hold my kids

Thanksgiving at my house

I wanna accomplish big things

Entertain millions

One day hear you say

“Our son wrote that.”

Still have that birthday card from 2013

Not gonna lie, made me cry

Just goes to show

You’re never too old

For a little Dr. Seuss

I figured out awhile ago

Your invaluable wisdom

I’ll always listen

Now more than ever

Wish you could be here forever

But I’m not a little kid anymore

I’ve figured out this life is finite

Capture it, hold on tight

I love you.

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I would love to meet you!

Greetings, followers!

First and foremost, I’d like to thank you all for following me and reading what I share. That means so much to me!

Second, and I realize this may be a long shot, but I’ll be in Las Vegas from May 6 – May 10 with a few friends. We’re going to Rock in Rio to see a bunch of bands, mainly Linkin Park. If you live in that area or are going to be out that way at that time, I’d love to meet up with you, grab lunch and just talk. E-mail me at jordanmloa@gmail.com or comment below. Look forward to meeting ya!

Finally, thanks again for subscribing.

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10 Weird/Funny/Interesting Things You May Not Have Known About Me

As the title suggests, here’s a few things you probably didn’t know about me.

1. In fourth grade, I met Governor George W. Bush on a trip to Austin, TX with the Cub Scouts to complete one of the requirements for a merit badge and even got a picture with him. He’s not too tall.

2. Thanksgiving night, 2008: I broke my right pinky toe playing that baseball game on the Wii.

3. I cried/cry during Forrest Gump and Fools Rush In.

4. I’m actually really afraid of the dark. Like, seriously. Which is why I won’t watch scary movies right before I go to sleep. Nope.

5. I absolutely love roller coasters. Except the ones that take you up and drop you. No thank you.

6. I hate haunted houses and have never been to one. Not happening. Probably stems from my fear of the dark.

7. I’m pretty nerdy. I absolutely love Transformers and Harry Potter and sometimes think how I would interact with Optimus Prime or Harry Potter.

8. I’ve got a slight crush on Taylor Swift. She’s just so darn adorable.

9. I got to drive a 2010 Ferrari 599 valued at $374,000 for an hour around Irving, TX. Sure, it was nerve-wracking driving something that expensive, but the thrill of driving something with 620 horsepower is incredible.

10. A few years back, on Christmas morning, I devoured an entire Reese’s peanut butter and chocolate Christmas tree in one sitting. This was one of those big ones that came in a good size box. Suffice it to say Christmas morning was delayed by 20 minutes.

Ah, I almost forgot:

Christmas Eve, 1991/92: I was around four or five years old. We had a tradition in the Loa household of opening a small present Christmas Eve. My mom told me I could open mine as soon as I got out of the bathroom. So I releived myself and was in such a hurry, accidentally zipped up a, um, sensitive area in my pajamas. That’ll make your eyes water QUICK.

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11 Incredibly Frustrating Things

One day at work, I zoned out and thought about some really frustrating, everyday things we’ve all experienced. Hopefully these resonate with you and make you ‘lol.’

1. Sitting in traffic, windows down, music up and your favorite part of the song comes on, but a big diesel truck passes you, engulfing you in a cloud of diesel exhaust, making you gag and your eyes water. Or that obnoxious Honda Civic with that whoopee cushion muffler that passes you, drowning out your melodious tunes, making you rewind the song.

2. Having fingerprints/water on your glasses.

3. Having glasses.

4. Wet socks.

5. Being stuck behind someone at a Walmart checkout who’s writing a check. A check. Really? What is this, 1987?

6. Faintly hearing your cat throw up in the middle of the night, not knowing where it is and having to groggily navigate a potential minefield in the morning.

7. Your favorite CD that you’ve had since eighth grade skipping in key places.

8. Forgetting about a half-gallon of milk in the fridge that expired on November 26. Of 2014. And discovering it January 4. Of 2015.

9. Cleaning soggy food out of the sink. The worst is macaroni and spaghetti noodles.

10. Having your food from -insert favorite fast food place here- topple over in the passenger’s seat, spilling those delicious, golden fries in places where your hands don’t fit.

11. Having a 4-year degree in English, sports articles you’ve written read by starting USC quarterbacks and a writer for ESPN The Magazine, being the go-to guy for writing/spelling questions, but not being able to string two logical, coherent sentences together when you’re talking to that special lady with those great qualities, so your sentences come out all jumbled: “You look great tonighhghdjdjdhkjgkgjfkdgjfkgjdf”, leading her to believe you’ve been drinking and/or suffer from developmental problems, but neither are the case.

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The Front Lines

So, as some of you know, I went on a ride along on the deep watch with the Dallas Police Department today. The deep watch runs from midnight to 8 am. Unfortunately, my time was cut short, but more on that later. I’ve always really enjoyed the idea of protecting people and I love movies depicting that (my favorite being End of Watch) and wanted to get a first-person view, so why not tag along with the forces of good that fight the forces of evil?

Anyway, I get to the station on McCallum and Hillcrest at 12:03 this morning and rode with an officer who wasn’t much older than I am (I’m 26 and he’s 27) and man oh man, was it intense.

After he gets everything settled, bags stowed away in the trunk, making equipment checks, etc., he logs into the computer in his squad car and checks the calls that are waiting. On the computer were the calls in progress and who was responding to them and what time the calls came in. The calls I saw were: burglary in progress, minor disturbance, major accident, noise complaint. The one that got to me?

Suicide.

The officer explained to me a suicide is called a ‘Signal 34.’ When I was reading about that call, it said the person who committed suicide had overdosed on 300 mL of morphine. Seriously? That got to me. It was then that I quickly realized this kind of stuff is all around us and is very much real.

I asked the officer before we left the station, while he was sorting through the calls, how he deals with all the stuff he’s seen. He said, and I quote, “I’ve seen people with their heads blown off, dead babies, you name it.” Wow. He said he compartmentalizes it and forgets about it when he goes home. Um. How? How do you forget seeing stuff like that? I found out later in the shift, around 1:30 this morning, that he attends a Presbyterian church in Frisco, and that’s how he’s able to forget about that stuff. That’s seriously a relief that he rests on the Almighty to bring him peace when sees stuff we really can’t fathom.

I discovered this officer’s area, or “beat” as it’s called in the cop world, extended from the area around the station to around Northwest highway. While we were over close to 75, we rolled through the parking lot of the Ramada by Watermark. You know, the one by the Exxon station? Yeah. He said that hotel was a hot spot for prostitution. Really? But it’s less than a MILE from Watermark.

There’s an area close to the Hyatt that’s off 75 that he said was the worst area of his patrol, and it’s Kit Lane and Mayham Drive. He said to avoid that area at all costs and also said not to be fooled by “North Dallas.” Meaning, it’s still pretty dangerous. Honestly, I WAS fooled by North Dallas: there’s no crime here. The Galleria is over here! Man was I wrong.

While we were still around that same area, he pointed out different taggings of some of the gangs that are present in Dallas: the Nortenos (northern) and Surenos (southern) of California, for example. He also was telling me a story of one guy who decided to put a rifle in his mouth because it was discovered he was having, um, relations with his girlfriend’s daughter. So he decided to take his own life.

One of the most chilling things I heard all night was this: “I stepped on a guy’s teeth once on the carpet. I can’t forget the sound or the feeling of his teeth under my boot.” I was drinking a Mountain Dew at 2:00 AM and almost choked when he said that. That’s truly disturbing.

The incident that really opened my eyes was a call that came in on his computer about a “minor disturbance” on Spring Valley (the street I live on). A male and female were yelling at each other. No big deal, right? I mean, people argue. While it’s not a characteristic of a healthy relationship, it’s not illegal. So we’re on the way to this call (we were over by Royal Lane), his computer’s automated voice says “the call has been updated.” I looked, and that disturbance had been updated from minor to major and said the male had struck the female. So he began to drive a lot faster (they’re allowed to do 20 over the limit). We get there and we see this guy with his arms around his girlfriend, not in a loving way, mind you. She’s crying and screaming. The officer flings his door open, draws his gun and the guy runs. I can hear the officer yell “Hey! Come here! STOP!” as he chases him into the apartment he was apparently living in with his girlfriend. As I’m sitting there, the girl is stumbling all over the place, falling against cars, crying, screaming. I’m sitting in the car and lots of other cops show up out of nowhere, guns drawn. One yells out: “You come out or we’re coming in!” I see that girl walk past the patrol car, still crying, with a good sized gash above her left eye, and it was already swelling.

That’s when it really hit me: this isn’t TV. This isn’t a movie. This is REAL LIFE and it’s all unfolding right in front of me and I’ve got a front row ticket to the madness we live in.

As I mentioned earlier, my night was cut short. The officer I was riding with escorted the girl who had been hit to the hospital and to a woman’s shelter for the rest of the night, and for privacy reasons, I couldn’t be a part of that. Makes sense. So I was given a ride back to the station by a plain clothes officer, who showed up at that scene. He was wearing a tactical vest that said ‘Police’ on it and had spare magazines and everything else under the sun on it. Seriously cool. (I asked if I could wear one and he said no. Darn.) Anyway, this guy was very soft spoken. He said he’s a plain clothes officer who wears civilian clothing, grows a beard and blends in. He was driving an older model Ford Explorer (department issued) with an AR-15 sitting right behind me. He said he’s the one who catches the rapists, burglars, etc. and also serves felony warrants. Whoa. I asked him how he handles dealing with the worst of society and how he goes home to his wife and kids after dealing with all that and he said his family keeps him grounded. “My wife takes care of me. She tucks me in and cares for me. What I see out here doesn’t define me.” I asked if he was religious, and he said “very.” That was really awesome hearing that.

While most of the night was filled with discussing gang activity, reasons for probable cause and things like that, one really interesting moment came around 1:15 this morning. The police dispatch comes over the radio saying there’s an obstruction on Montfort (a pole or some such) caused by a hit and run driver in a red Chevy Silverado. We turned onto Preston, following an older green car, a Corolla I believe. I asked if we’re going to respond to the obstruction and he said no. “I’m gonna stop this woman right here; she’s got warrants.” Honestly, I was kind of excited. I’ve never seen anyone get arrested before in person and now was my chance. He throws on the reds and blues and she pulls over in the Dunkin Donuts on Preston road, right next to the Jack in the Box, across the street from Aldi’s. He tells me to stay in the car, which I of course do. He comes back with her license and registration and runs her information on the computer. I saw EVERY detail of that woman: full name, address, date of birth, height, hair color, eye color, etc. After verifying she had warrants, he returns to her, hands her license back, says a few things, and gets in. We drive off, heading toward 75. I asked what happened and he explained she had traffic tickets in Addison that went unpaid and turned to warrants. He also said her registration was out and her license was expired. I was shocked. I mean, all that and he let her GO?

His reasoning for letting her go was this: “She explained to me that she’s had a tough year, financially. Could she be lying? Yeah. She couldn’t afford to pay those tickets so she let em go. I could tell she was too embarrassed to tell me, but I was able to figure it out. I mean, what good would it have done to take her to jail and impound her car? She could lose her job, causing her to fall even more behind on bills. She would resent the department. Not good. Her warrants weren’t violent offenses, just traffic related.”

That was really cool. I mean, really. This guy wasn’t a total jerk at all and showed compassion. Very cool.

Why am I sharing this with you? Well, like I said, it was an incredible experience and one I felt strongly about sharing. I wanted a front-row seat of law enforcement, to be in the thick of it, and I certainly got it tonight. I experienced first hand, through words and events, how dark and broken this world really is, and tonight served as a glaring reminder of that. Was it exciting? You bet. I got to talk guns with a cop. That’s awesome. On the flip side of that, it reminded me of what JP said: we need to be a light in this world, because it’s dark. It certainly is.

So I got at 4 this morning and I’ve been writing for what seems like an eternity. I enjoyed laying this all out for you, sharing my experience, hoping to convey how very real this was. I hope to go out again sometime soon and be on the front lines once again.

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Don’t Believe It

We know that God is all-powerful; there isn’t anything He can’t do. We also know that God has defeated Satan and his angels. However, just because Satan has been defeated and will be thrown into the lake of fire, doesn’t mean he isn’t powerful. Satan’s been around since the beginning of time and he’s quite good at attacking you (1 Peter 5:8) and separating you from God. Even though it’s 2014, the temptations we face are the same as they were 2,000 years ago: lust, pride, addiction, materialism, you name it. Satan knows you quite well. Better than God? Of course not, but he knows just what buttons to push to pull you away from God and have you chasing worldly things. 

Not only will he throw temptation your way, he’ll also try to overload you with guilt and shame: “Do you really think God will forgive you for that? Look. You’ve failed, yet again. You don’t deserve God’s grace and love.” He also wants to isolate you from other believers, since God often uses other believers to deliver His messages. “People won’t accept you; you’re too different; you’re not like them.” 

He calls you by your sin: ADDICT. ADULTERER. PRIDEFUL. MATERIALISTIC.

He tries to convince you he doesn’t exist. If you want to see proof of his existence, look at the world around you: divorce, murder, abuse, neglect and on and on. 

He’ll tell you you’re worthless, and that your mistakes are too big to be forgiven.

Simply put: he’ll do and say whatever it takes to separate you from the light.

That’s exactly why he’s called “the father of lies” because everything he tells you is just that: lies.

John 8:32 tells us that “you will know the TRUTH and the TRUTH will set you FREE.” The TRUTH is that we are redeemed by the blood of Jesus Christ. We are no longer held captive by the chains of our sins. Those chains were snapped when Jesus gave his life as a ransom for us. Satan has no power over us; death has no power over us anymore. 

As for the LIE that God can’t and won’t forgive our sins, even the ones we feel are too big? That’s complete garbage.

“I, even I, am he who BLOTS out your transgressions, for my own sake, and remembers your sins no more.” Isaiah 43:25. 

“As far as the east is from the west, so far has he REMOVED our transgressions from us.” Psalm 103:12. 

“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from ALL unrighteousness.” 1 John 1:9

You know what these verses have in common? None of them are exclusive. Each one has the same theme: EVERYTHING is removed from us. There’s no * here. It’s all gone.

You are not worthless. You were CHOSEN and created by GOD. He loves you so much that He sent his SON to die for YOU. There’s NOTHING you could ever do to separate yourself from His love and mercy. Nothing. Ever. No sin is too big, no mistake too great. When God looks at you, He sees perfection, all because of the sacrifice of His son. All you have to do is fully accept and BELIEVE in the work of the cross. 

Whenever you feel like you can’t come to God because of your mistakes you’ve made, just remember this: you’re perfect in His eyes. 

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